Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

; i want someone to love me, someone to hold for this christmas.

we can always celebrate the anni another day. ive been trying to make myself having the whole day yesterday. ive been trying to convince myself, telling myself, a anni ain't any big deal. :D now it's all over. -GRINS

you know what? the best christmas present i had this year was from God. He gave me you. (: that was my only wish this year. -hugs

woke up at 815. waiting for baby to call. she used to wait for me, but now im waiting! haha. that silly gay. she's tired lah, can't blame her. heh. and yes, im meeting her later on. heh, you wouldn't know how happy i was. sigh, if we don't get to meet today, it would be like one week already. >):

i told qiaolin, we didn't meet up yesterday, she was like DAMN SADDEN. saw her with keith at the mrt station. qiaolin was trying to kill him lah huh. hahaha. they both, so cute. how i wish, somehow we could be like them. so happy together.

sigh, i've been daydreaming about us. >): i miss that look. that look deep into her eyes. once i open my eyes, i would see her staring at me. i miss lying on her shoulders. i miss walking around plaza sing with her. i miss hugging her tight that she couldnt even breathe. (though she dont like it, hah) i miss her alot. no words could describe how much im missing her. even the sweetest dream about us will never do. i wanan lie close to her and feel her heart beating. hah, so cute.

thank god i found you.
thank god we're together.
thank god you're mine.

well well, shall go talk to baby now.
later!

A thousand words could never express

the amount of love I have for you.
The ocean could never hold the tears that

I have cried, because I need you.

; stick with you